Thursday, March 8, 2012

This is a bad tittle but a new beginning.

Kalau jentik-jentik dah jadi nyamuk pun, kalau rumah dah bersawang, kalau kahwin dah beranak pinak dah dan kalau budak-budak dah jadi abang-abang yang berjanggut atas bawah dah. Hiperbola sangat! macam tu lah blog aku ni, dah tinggal lame sangat dah. Takpe lah kan, at least, I already here, to start all over again. Hopefully. Teringat pulak, ni minggu pertama  aku untuk semester 4, untuk satu subjek ni biasalah first class meeting, lecturer akan buat sesi perkenalkan diri. Tapi lecturer ni dia tanya cita-cita setiap orang. Dah macam budak darjah satu pulak. Tapi betullah, pada usia yang kian senja ni (sastera sangat), memang dah kena ade cita-cita yang jelas dalam hidupkan?

"I dont want to be a banker, I am a businessman in Men Fashions and Fitness Industry in future"

Kurang lebih tu lah jawapan aku. Im doing degree in Islamic Banking. A course which said has a bright future. Unfortunately, I dont think, Im really into it. Future banker?? I dont think so. I like and precisely love business.Well, we can't expect much and become too demanding when it comes to jobs matter. I pray for the best. InsyaALLAH.



Seriously, tahun ni memang merisaukan fikiran dan jiwa aku, when I realized that I'm already 22. Rase owhh shit, what's the hell am I doing on this earth?? tak nampak lagi jalan, perancangan, perubahan sikap, kematangan. Aduh, I feel really bad! too much mistakes in the past. Tu lah orang kata, kesilapan dan pengalaman lampau tu sepatutnya manjadikan kita lebih matang dang kuat untuk hidup.

Well, all above all, at least I realize it now. It's time to change and improve.
Seriously, tak tahu macam mana nak mula menulis semula.
Kalau karangan ni hantar kat cikgu sekolah, I bet, I failed.

p/s: will come out with more entries :)


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